My phone died, and it rose again. The power of Nokia. Well, if it did die and never rose again, I would used it as a good excuse to change a new one :) I will, after exams.

You can never imagine how stressed up I sometimes am over serving in Worship & Music munistry. The amount of preparation and time needed, yet all is compensated for through the satisfaction and humility I get in exchange when I stand on stage, broken and molded by the potter. All I know, is when you're in the frontline, you never bow down to weakness.

Someone told me this week that I have so much faith. Inner faith which comes only from within, and there's so much of it. If you were a non-christian, I would say I get all this energy from believing in the impossible. Having faith that no matter what comes my way or your way, I have the faith, the confidence that you can overcome it. yet I wish you were a Christia, because I can then proudly tell you that my faith comes from above. My hope is in the name of the Lord. He gives me strength in abundance, so that I have more than enough to spread to others.

Everytime when it's time to read the blogs of other people, I get so affected by their bad week, their terrible encounters, their depressing emotions. Maybe it's because I find no point in inflicting extra burden on others that I don't openly tell the whole world my rotten emotions. But I do admit, I ain't a saint. Sometimes I do get worn out. Sometimes I bitch a lot and complain nonstop. But at the end of the day, I know who holds tomorrow.

To all my dearies who suffered so much because of the atrocities of this world, hang on there ok? There's no other way but to believe in this inner faith too. Believe that you have the capacity to take on whatever comes your way, if not I'll make sure you can.

And to you, I may not fully grasp the pain and agony, but I'll be praying. Praying that one day you'll see Christ, you'll come to understand the things that I've done and I will do, one day you'll join me in the courts singing praises, and that the Lord will be Jehovah Rapha over your family.

I thought of this song earlier this week before I checked the mail for this week's worship songs. Guess what, we were going to play it for service this week.

Over the mountains and the seas
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up and heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing of
When Your love came down

I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever

Sing of His love forever. Not on good days, not on happy days, not any other day. Sing of His love, forever and ever.